I usually write with little thought about the words that go into these sentences.
It helps in keeping these ramblings candid & maybe, just maybe, a little honest. I find that the moment
I begin to think about what to write, I’m always lost for words. But, you know,
I might just need a little more practice.
The title literally is 365 days divided by 2 because it’s been that long since that
day back in November.
Things feel somewhat ok but perhaps it isn’t. You think? These days, that line
between alright and not so alright looks sort of blurry because one minute feels
quiet and the next one, you are scrambling to find somewhere to hide because
your eyes are about to make rain.
Sometimes I think I’ve been gifted with the unusual skill of being able to marry
faith and logic, because I’m almost certain that I both accept and understand, without
question, what had happened, it actually makes me feel a little bit guilty for being not
like the others. Perhaps I also do not have a lot of choices? After all, I’ve got to carry
on with two little boys in tow. You know?
I do, miss the life we once had. Very much so! But fate has led me & the boys here.
So here we are taking little steps, finding our stride, making mistakes along the way
and carrying on with all of these memories until.
I will always Love You Ma.
Always.
Comments are closed.