I was still at church shooting their Wedding when the words for this blog post dawned on me. I’m not sure if I’m just a little talkative or it’s the current state that I am in that makes writing a little less of a challenge for me lately. You guess :)
I’m scared. Yes! I’m sure many of you will say that I am blessed to be doing what I am doing for a living but really, I’m scared. I was literally sobbing while capturing April march down the isle while Kerwin met her, took her hand and brought her to the Altar. After countless of weddings shot, I’ve never been more afraid of the feeling that I might not be able to experience all of these things that I’ve been taking photographs of. Shhhh…
I should tell you that a few weeks back, I thought I wouldn’t be able to make it to Kerwin & April’s Wedding but I did and I could not be any happier. Not only did it make me feel a little more alive, but it will go down in Green & Purple history as one of the weddings that changed everything forever. Never in my life have I ever thought I’d be able to take these photographs but I am super happy & ever grateful for everything that has been no matter how difficult and painful it is to understand sometimes.
While shooting Kerwin & April’s Engagement Session at Montebello late August, I could not help but feel helpless and clueless on what I was actually shooting. Their Wedding, yesterday, proved to be the exact opposite where I just allowed my heart to guide my hands in clicking the shutter. I didn’t mind being intimidated, being embarrassed and I just let everything flow naturally… The result.., honest, intimate & poignant photographs that reflects every bit of how Kerwin & April felt on one of the best days of their lives.
Kerwin & April, I honestly could not express how Thankful I am to your guys. For trusting us on capturing all of the emotions floating around on your Wedding Day and allowing me to let out everything that I felt and put them into these photographs… Salamat!
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